Seriously contemplating on staying single...

Just gonna rant in this post, sorry, you've been warned.







So this started around the time I got back from vacation, which was around the middle of August. My boyfriend was convinced that I had "changed" since I came back, which I think isn't true. He claims that I'm acting different and that I'm not my usual self. I know he doesn't know the truth because he doesn't know who I really am, I found I'm good at lying to certain people about who I really am; he was one of them. So he kept going on and on about that and then when I started school he claimed that we didn't see each other enough. For him it was; you had to see each other at least 2-3 times a week, which is ridiculous. Our schedules don't match up since he works like all day and I can't see him in the evenings because I'm studying for school. He still complains, so he said that we should take a break. I was actually relieved, it gave me time to think, so now I realize that I don't like him that way anymore. I actually may have never liked him, I know I said "I love you" to him but I think it was because he said "I love you" to me after a few weeks of dating. I'm only in high school so I don't want too much of a commitment, probably later on in life since my goal is to travel the world to work, and I can't have a family or anything else that will hold me down. I only have a sister and a bunch of cousins, which is okay because when I get older I don't have to see them everyday and it wouldn't hurt their feelings. In fact, I don't see them very often now, I see my sister everyday but most of the time we don't even talk to each other. It doesn't mean I hate my sister though, I really do love her and my mom and dad but they are family, not a boyfriend, kids or a husband. Now whenever we talk, he just brings up on how I'm different and himself. For example, I told him what colleges were my number colleges because he asked and when I said I wanted to go to the farthest one, he commented back saying, "just want to distance yourself from me and your family" this happens every time. I'm sick of it, I really want to tell him to back off and that I'm never getting back together with him. I probably should do that in person though, and not over text like he did when he said we should take a break. Why do relationships have to be so complicated for me?


I'm sorry for this rant, I just needed to get it off my chest. It probably doesn't make sense either, sorry again. Hope you all have better luck with love than me.

Rain and Iron?!?! :P

Korean Word of the Day:

다림질 (darimjil)[da-rim-jil]

iron

Korean Hottie:

BI!! (Rain)




PLUS: He's got a pretty good looking body too!! >.< That's all for today, good night internet world!! <3

Korean Word of the Day and Korean Hottie!!

So I'm gonna try having a Korean word of the day (which will be really random) along with a Korean Hottie!!

Korean Word of the Day!

전원 (jeonwon)

on/off

Korean Hottie!

Jonghyun from SHINee



Well that's all for today!! Good night!! <3

3 Day Weekend!!!

Finally, I have a 3 day weekend!! I have so much on my mind; applying for college and high school. Such a stressful year, it doesn't help when I keep watching Korean Dramas. :P

So I have finished watching Coffee Prince, and the main guy, Han Kyul (Gong Yoo) is so hot!!

Point proven ~^.^~

That's all for today, my sis is kicking me off the computer. >.<

Wow Its Been Forever

So its been like a year since I last posted, I kinda forgot about this honestly. Maybe its been 2 years since I'm now a senior in high school now.

So I'm trying to teach myself Korean (not working out very well though) by watching Korean dramas, reality shows, etc. I first stared watching Hello Baby! with SHINee. It was so cute!! The baby that they were suppose to raise was so adorable!! I started to watch after I saw a random episode as I was looking up SHINee stuff. SHINee had been my latest obession. Jonghyun is my favorite, Taemin is adorable, hard to believe Taemin is younger than I am.

Since Hello Baby is over, I now watch Playful Kiss which has Kim Hyun Joong from SS501. I think that he's definitely the better looking group member. I like SS501 but none of them really look good. But that's just my opinion. I think Playful Kiss is hilarious though, it's basically about a girl that has a really big crush on the smartest kid in her school. The only problem is, is that she is one of the dumbest kids there.

Anyway, that all I've got time to write for now, tonight is our school's fall homecoming. Gotta go and get ready. Fun stuff...not really.